Feeling melancholy...

I don't know guys... I'm feeling a little quieter then usual today and I feel like listening to James Blunt... LOL.. You know the guy who sang 'You're Beautiful'?

The 80's...

Well.. I'm trying to cool down a little now... And I don't know.. Here's a song that I've listened to last night during the Karate Kid II credits. Yeah, I watched the Karate Kid II, the Karate Kid trilogy was one of the old movies I liked ok?

It might seem weird for me to post up an 80's song.. But hey, whatever man...



Tonight it's very clear
As we're both lying here
There's so many things I wanna say
I will always love you
I will never leave you alone

Sometimes I just forget, say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you crying
I don't wanna lose you
I could never make it alone

'Coz I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

You keep me standing tall
You'll help me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone

'Coz I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

Just like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time I'll save the day
Take you to my castle far away

I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love(3x)

Well... Above are the lyrics... Yeah, I know its an old song, but I somehow find it... I don't know.. I find the lyrics awesome ok?

Pissed off man!!!

Ok.. I'm gonna control my temper here a bit to type this one out... Apparently, Friendster seems to be lagging a little bit and I can't sign out of my account. Yeah, it'll probably be all right tomorrow but I got to sign out of my account damn it!!!!

Yeah, I'm pretty sure everyone has had the exact same experience before ain't that right? I don't know, maybe their running a maintenance thing but some time to run a maintanence while some guy is about to log off!!!!!

Sorry guys for my little anger throwing above there.. But it just sucks don't it?!

Thanks a billion...

Ok... First off, I wanna thank the following people for shaking me out of my funk. For the uninitiated in English, funk has been called lots of things mainly problems :)

Anyway, I'm not gonna go all English-nerdy here. So I'm gonna thank the following people for helping me shake off my problems... First, I wanna thank Aqilah, thanks for sticking by me through that time, you're one of those girls out there that I consider to be a best gal friend :)

And Secondly, I wanna thank my friend Huda for listening to my problem. Like Aqilah, I consider you one of my bestest gal friends :)

Ok, anyone noticing that I'm using the word gal alot?

No?

Ok... Then thirdly, my main man... Rafiq Mariachi, thanks for your advice man. And thanks for that lengthly game of MSN Rock, Paper, Scissors game to take my mind off things...

So, thanks goes out to these three people who have stuck by me and encouraged me throughout the entire day!

Oh, and Rafiq? I'll get you next time on MSN Games...

I... Don't... Know...

I don't know guys... I woke up this morning feeling weird... Maybe its from yesterday or something... You see, I... Never mind, I can't tell you what happened...

I'm just to full of emotions right now... So, here are some lyrics that could probably tell you how I feel now...

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

6/11/07.... The most memorable day in 2007...

Today's probably the best day of my life in 2007... Now, I won't go into deep details of why... But today was definetely the best day of 2007 :)

I can't explain it... But I feel good... :)

Deep thoughts...

Wow...

I've been doing some thinking today... Ya know, about next year... And how I'm gonna spend the last months with the people whom I consider as a second family...

I missed those days when we were all in Sec 1... We had nothing to worry about, we were free as birds. But now, next year... We will have to step out, make a place for ourselves in the world.

So maybe some of us will be going to the same college, but it won't have the same feel like before. And as I stare out the window, glancing down at the street below, I realized that will have to go our seperate ways soon...

Fate is a funny thing...